no more private jokes

so very sleepy! another pretty late (for me) night. stayed up putting the finishing touches on my assignment. thankfully, hugo is my new pascal god. if he hadn't helped me with part of the logic yesterday i would still be at home struggling with it. i need to buy him a present. no, i'm not kidding.

the hockey game was pretty disappointing, but i take all the blame for the loss. it's been proven than if i watch the game alone, my team loses. i knew i was taking a risk watching it while doing homework. i'm sorry, vancouver fans, it's all my fault. don't worry though, i'll be watching game six with m&m this wednesday (they don't know that yet, but they really have no choice in the matter).

hearts are tricky things. all that excitement and fluttery, happy, wiggly joy when you're with someone new who makes you want to touch and laugh and share stories and make memories... yeah, i'm on the downslope. long-distance relationships suck big, hairy, donkey dick. there's nothing more i want to do than to be with the boy, but he's over there on the other side of the mountains and it's frustrating me to no end. i'm trying not to let my doomsday intuitions override the evidence of his admiration for me, but it always is easiest to believe the bad things. absence may make the heart grow fonder, but it also makes it second-guess way, way too much. i just need to keep busy. if i don't let myself think on it, i don't feel so crappy about it.

another beautiful day outside. i think, now that the homework is done, i might let myself go for a walk at lunch. take the camera and see if i can find anything interesting to make pictures of. i need more photo-making opportunities. i have about a dozen locations around town i would love to go to and spend the day photographing, but i'm shy when i'm solo. i need photo-making buddies! got a camera? want to explore? let me know!

have i ever mentioned that there are five people at work with the same birthday as me? five! until i started here, the only person i knew with my birthday was tom cruise. considering there are only about five hundred people working here, what are the odds? i think we should have a big ass cake this year. get all of us there to blow out the candles. i better get planning, it's only 57 days away! *plug*