I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense
And when we meet which I'm sure we will
All that was then will be there still
I'll let it pass and hold my tongue
And you will think that I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
wow, that's exactly where i am right now. it hurts a lot more to read it than to hear it or just think it.