hormone hell

sometimes your hormones take over and make you do things you'd not normally do. like bake chocolate chip cookies in the middle of january. like dream that you have a new kitten and your hastily tossed from a moving vehicle cigarette starts a forest fire you're too busy to put out. like decide that a certain blog boy is the best person for me to have an unrequited crush on for 2004. like seriously consider a two-thousand dollar investment in a new camera. that being said, the cookies turned out wonderfully, i didn't wake with a numb arm this morning, the blog boy is just a happy fantasy and i'm much better off spending that two grand on a new bed in the new apartment i'm bound and determined to move into this year. so much so that i've already started the thining of the possessions in preparation of packing. now if only i could fight the "moving panic" i feel every time i see an ad for a suitably-priced apartment in the paper. tonight ends my seven-week educational sabbatical. yup, back to classes on the dreaded wednesday nights. tonight also marks the downslope of my certification requirements. this course is number six of ten and means i'm officially more done than undone. i feel smarter already!