reaching for the top

unfortunately, i totally forgot that i'd registered for a two-hour digital photography seminar tonight which means that's two and a half hours i don't have to do my homework. ugh. if i'd remembered, i could have spent less time yesterday doing nothing after Jason left and gotten it done. it was so nice to have someone around this weekend. watching Nova, geeking out with our computers, ordering chinese food, sleeping late, catching up, drinking greasy ginger ale. my apartment didn't seem oppressively small and uncomfortable like the last one. the only problem was it seemed extra big and lonely after he left. i need more company! just make sure you time it so i've just happened to have scrubbed down the bathroom, okay? i move to my new job next monday, the 15th. i was supposed to have done some half-day training this week and next, starting full-time on the 22nd, but i was informed on friday that monday's the big day. they still haven't posted my current position or told anyone they're filling in for me. i think, but i can't be sure, that they might be doing something to the job, either changing or removing it. if they take this opportunity to change it into something i've wanted it to become, i'll be so upset since i can't apply for another position for at least six months according to our contract. so, i'm a little nervous and tense about that. i'll get over it, of course, but being nervous about change is what i do. i only have three days in my old department to get things sorted and ready for me to leave, since thursday is a holiday and i have friday off as vacation. i can't think about it too much or i start to cry. i'm such a wreck. i need a hug, a stiff drink and my boy. not necessarily in that order.