obsession

i don't do anything in moderation. when i find something new that i like, i want to do it ALL the time.

if i find some new food i like, i want to eat it for every meal until i get sick of it. if i find a new band i like, i listen to them on repeat for weeks. if i find a new show i like, i want to watch it every day. if i find a new book i love, i'll forgo everything to read it as fast as i can. if i find a person i like, i'll want to spend all my time talking to or being with them.

i've never really considered this aspect of my personality too closely. i know that people think i'm kind of weird, but hey, we're all kind of weird. some people are just better at hiding it. i was thinking about this obsessive piece of me because i've recently found a couple of people i want to talk to ALL the time and i'm trying really hard to trottle back on the impulse to be overbearing in my desire to see them. i think i'm doing okay on one front, but i know i'm not on the other.

of course, this all goes doubly-, and possibly triply-, so for kissing.