baby steps

the weekend was... interesting. the main outcome was my being very proud of myself for expressing myself when i'd normally just shut down and run away from the situation. i still might not be happy with the situation, but at least i was honest about how i felt and where i am so there's no confusion.

yes, i'm crypto-blogging. some things don't need to be shared with the internet. just be happy for me, okay?

i've dreamt about ibooks the last two nights. jeremy's sick of me talking about them, but wade is right with me with impending ibook purchase obsession, so we're feeding of each other in some sick co-dependant researching frenzy. thank goodness for wade.

my apartment is almost entirely cleaned and tidied (just need to scrub down the bathroom tonight). i don't think i'll get over how much better i feel when my home is in order. i should have people over. i need a coffee table. i should go to ikea and get that desk i saw.

i'm listening to damien rice today. have you seen closer? it's a real downer, but still a very interesting film. i recommend it. just don't expect to be entertained. it's a thinking-man's film. prepare to be haunted.

*love*