woke up at 1:33 a.m. this morning after tossing and turning from 10 o'clock on. got up. browsed the internets. drank some water. went to the bathroom. browsed the internets some more. went back to bed an hour later and tossed and turned until 6 a.m. i thought with the heat levelling off some, i'd actually sleep better, but it seems i'm sleeping worse now. could be it's just a side-effect of my sad mood from the last couple of days. the crying didn't help. the chips didn't either. the cleaning might have, a little.
now i'm tired and still a little bloo. hopefully, the calendar is correct and it's just hormones ravaging my bloodstream. stupid hormones.
tonight, since christopher is going to a birthday celebration, i've planned myself an evening home alone. after picking up film and buying some groceries, i'm going to order some butter chicken & naan, put a movie which doesn't require too much attention in the dvd-player, pour myself a glass of plum wine and then i'm going to scan until i pass out. hell, i might even do some laundry if i have enough change.
i'm such a party animal.
*hug* I didn't sleep at all last night, either. I ended up getting most of my sleep on a bus navigating rush hour traffic today.
Hope you're feeling better.