the pull of the dark side is strong

trying desperately to concentrate on the good things in my life...

- a roof over my head
- a job to go to each day
- friends to spend time with
- a boy to take naps with
- living without fear of war in my homeland
- parents who love me
- literacy
- intelligence
- humour
- time for hobbies, or not
- technology
- sunshine
- health
- income
- comfy pants
- a car to drive around in
- freaky eyes
- music
- freedom
- laughter
- sharing

i have a lot to be thankful and joyous about. i just wish i could stop wishing for _______ or _______ long enough to really savour them.